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1. Put your music playlist on random. 2. Post the first line of the first 15 songs that start to play (along with these instructions). 3. Have your friends try to guess the title & artist for each lyric. 4. Post the answers as people guess them. If not all of the songs have been guessed within a week, post the first two lines and see if anyone can guess then.
1. What wakes you up, when it's worth the time
2. My friends could say, that this was fun
3. Everytime that I come home no body wants to let me be
4. I stand on the edge of destruction
5. i drag this lake looking for corpses
6. Cause you bleed all the time
7. i was rollin wheels and shiftin gears
8. M, 4, V, T, C and H
9. Some people call me the space cowboy
10. ok im going to attempt to drown myself 11. Never forget the time you made me feel alive
12. It's a good year for a murder
13.i got a bad disease
14. am i loud and clear or am i breaking up
15. Somebodys Heine is crowdin my icebox
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[03 Jan 2005|02:37pm] |
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[23 Dec 2004|07:47pm] |
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THREE WAYS I AM STILL JUST A KID: 1. I love christmas songs 2. I feel like a little kid when i fall in love
3. I still want to trick or treat
THREE WAYS I AM ALREADY OLD: 1. I feel old as in hurting all the time 2. I'm ready to leave school and start working already. 3. i like coffee
THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "BOY": 1. I'll eat anything. 2. I'll threaten to beat you up if you tease me. 3.My big ass truck and attitude
THREE WAYS THAT I'M A STEREOTYPICAL "GIRL": 1. I live for shopping. 2. I whine whenever i want something/ or dont get it 3. If it's pink, I love it.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. get way better grades than last time. 2. get a boyfriend hehe 3. find a job
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. stacey
2. shorty 3. midget
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. lilmunchkinbabe (im short) 2. teddybear321 ( my boyfriends nickname in like 7th grade) 3. jollyrancher4961 (dunno)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My confident attitude. 2. My physical self 3. My piercings hehe
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. Not being tan 2. Being alone ( as in relationship wise) 3. My hair! dah
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Irish 2. native american 3. im related to the hatfields...hatfield and mccoy hell yeaaah
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. dark 2. close spaces 3. um did i say the dark lol
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. face makeup 2. Lip gloss 3. mascara
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Sweatpants 2. fox hoodie b bought me 3. star panties!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS: 1. gretchen wilson 2. lynard skynard 3. across five aprils
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. Nelly- nananana 2. Santa baby 3. deck the halls-she daisy
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. humor 2.able to talk about things 3. BJT
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME.. WAHTEVER YOU LIKE) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Eyes 2. Smell 3. Body
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. Drive in the snow 2. Get straight A's 3. be perfect and i dont want that either!
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. going out to eat 2. hanging out with people 3. messing with my truck
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Shop 2. Go to the gym 3. leave my effing house
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. Nursing 2. Nursing 3. country singer haha
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. ireland 2. australia 3. NYC yeah here i come march 2005
THREE KID'S NAMES 1. Raelyn Elaine 2. Maddison Leigh 3. Kegan James
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. have an effing teacup chiuahua 2. Live in my own apartment 3. Be independently wealthy
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[23 Dec 2004|06:14pm] |
im going to post pictures.
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[23 Dec 2004|04:00pm] |
[The Basics] Full name: Stacey Lee King Date of birth: 10/12/87 Gender: Female Location: Indiana Ethnicity: Irish and native american Zodiac sign: Libra Reason for taking survey: Cabin Fever...lol
[Going Deeper] If any, name any phobias you have: closed spaces and dark If you could come from any country that wasn't your own, what would it be: Ireland Do you drink: nope Do you smoke: No If so, when did you start smoking: - If any, what drugs have you done: ive taken pills Name every country that your Internet friends originate from or live in: United States, Canada, Germany Now do the same for your family: U.S, england Are you a junk food person or a healthy eater: eh leaning more towards junk food. Living arrangements:mommy an daddy Name any pets you have: i have many animals but lucy is my kitty Siblings: nada Do you like your school: No What is your favourite class: ehh espanol What is your least favourite: Physics and Algebra 2 What genre of movie do you prefer: Horror or comedy depends on mood What movies from that genre do you like the most: ehh dunno Are you a gamer: hehe sometimes If so, what games do you play: eh need for speed 2 What music genre do you listen to the most: rock, country, rap Name some bands/artists you like: gretchen wilson, rascal flatts, shedaisy If you could eliminate the existence of one band/artist, which one would you choose: eeee britney spears she just bugs me. Are you into self categorization? If so, what would you call yourself: im not
[Favourites] Time of the year: Fall Friend: dont have one. it isnt fair lol Family member: my parents Animal: anything Sweet food: ehhh cookies Savoury food: dunno Spicy food: Mexican Country: ireland Colour: Pink or gray Sitcom: the nanny Cartoon: ehh ahh real monsters. TV channel: Lifetime Pastime: dunno Drug: nada Fictional book: oo oo the coffin quilt Non-fictional book: not any favs Romance movie: sweeet home alabama and how to lose a guy in 10 days Sci-fi movie: eww Action movie: eh gone in 60 seconds Historical drama movie: huh Horror movie: dunno Music genre: country Artists from that genre: gretchen Porno: nada Anime: nada Magazine: cosmo Games console: ps2 Website: ehh lj or myspace Swear word: fuckhead Ice-cream flavour: strawberry Clothing brand, if any: eh hollister Store: anything pretty Place to relax: Home Place to shop: Mall Place to party: hmm at a party lol
[Beliefs & Opinions] What is your opinion on... The War on Terror: stupid and a waste of lives Abortion: Pro-choice. It is the womans body it should be her right to choose. I dont think that it should be used as a form of birth control but the option be there for other more serious reasons. The Illuminati: The what? Capital Punishment: ehhh to me thats an easy way out for what they did and its stupid they should have to actually pay for what they did. Music/Movie Piracy: For it I guess.. everyone's entitled to privacy. Satanism: beleive what you want Communism: in some ways its good but its stupid for everyone to get paid the same. Child Abuse: very sad i have no idea why someone would want to hurt and innocent child Rape: stupid horny men who are control freaks Taxes: go to something that is beneficial Christmas:its not the same as it used to be with caring and everything everyone only cares about receiving. Third World Debt: cant even imagine how bad it would be Smoking: whatever die die die Libertarianism:no Republicans: dont care Democrats: dont care Outsourcing: Hmm? White Pride: Nothing wrong with being white and proud! White Power (they're different, y'know): Racism in general: Feminism: Feminists are fine if they want equal rights for men and women. People who use their cell phones during movies: whatever Gay Marriage: For Nuclear warfare: Uh, bad? Animal Testing: Against. Leave the animals alone.
Do you believe in... God: no A counter-god, or devil: in a way Reincarnation: sorta The Soul: ? Evolution: Yes Angels: No Karma: Yes
Do you celebrate Christmas: Yes How do you celebrate your birthday: family What is your religion: Don't have one. Does your family have any special customs: sorta Have you ever converted from another religion or atheism: no Are you a vegetarian: hell no
[For the Older Kids, Sex!] Are you a virgin: No If applicable, did you like your first time: not really Ever given head: yes Ever recieved head: I'm a girl.. is that applicable? Ever done anal: GAG fuck no Does S&M appeal to you: i have never understood what that is. Do you watch pornography: no Ever had sex whilst drunk: no Do you regret any sexual incidents that occurred on your part: not really Do you consider yourself sexually attractive: yeah lol Favourite sexual position: just dont hit your head on the wall whatever you do.. Tell us about any of your personal beliefs regarding sex:i dont think random hookups are right but people are going to do it i would much rather have sex with someone i loved that a random person.
[Your Love Life] Are you in a relationship right now: Nope Describe your current, or most recent relationship: It was really good and then he broke up with me because we hadnt had sex yet and he wanted to be a pimp Are you, or have you ever been in love: Yes What's your sexual orientation: Straight Are you, or do you plan on getting married: plan on Do you believe in soul-mates: I guess Do you think long-distance love is possible: Yes, but I don't think I would do it or handle it Could you see yourself being unfaithful: eh no What do you notice about the opposite sex first: Eyes and body Biggest turn-ons: Smart boys, nice boys, boys who play with my hair, someone who can make me laugh, honesty Biggest turn-offs: liars and ones who cant talk about anything Taller or shorter than you: Taller but hey if a guy is shorter than me he is most likely a midget =) Ever broken someone's heart: Yes Has someone ever broken yours: Yes Do/would you have children: I want to have children. Any relationship beliefs (such as Gorean philosophy, etc): No
[Your Bad Side] Do you steal, or have you stolen: yes If so, was it from a store or a person you know: store Have you been intimate with someone else's significant other: no Do you take advantage of other peoples' kindness: no Have you lied to your parents: hahahahah yeah Do you get jealous easily: eh about girls liking my boyfriend. Do you have a bad temper: Oh yes Have you ever made someone cry: eh maybe Ever physically hurt someone: hah yeah Do you consider yourself racist: depends Must you always seek vengeance: lmao Kind of
[This or That] Alcohol or Marijuanna:neither Coca-Cola or Pepsi: coke A quiet evening at home or a wild night out: depends on who i am with Extreme intelligence or unbelievable beauty: um neither A permanent, stable relationship or an insane sex life: who says you cant have both Christmas without gifts, or Christmas without everything else: eh as long as i have my family Rock or Rap: both The ability to fly or the ability to be invisible: ooo fly Hearing or seeing: both Depression or anxiety: neither Immortality without the ability to die, or mortality: mortality Death by freezing, or burning: eww neither Death by suffocation or being stabbed: ugh stop Lots of acquaintances or a few close friends: few close friends To be a singer or an actor/actress: singer Eternal day or eternal night: eternal night X-Ray vision or psychic abilities: psychic Sweet or savoury: savoury To never sleep or to never eat: ugh sleep! To eat as much as you want or to sleep as much as you want: eat World domination or infinite knowledge of all things: infinate knowlege Britney Spears or Christina Aquilera: christina Bush or Kerry: kerry To enslave or to be enslaved: enslave To resort to cannibalism or to die: hah die
[The Last] Person you talked to: mommy Person you argued with: mommy Person you hugged: daddy Person you kissed: brian Person you texted: ehhh stevie from cincy Phonecall: kyndel Thing you ate: peanut butter cookies Thing you drank: coke Time you showered: a couple hours ago Time you told someone you loved them: last night my mommy Time someone said they loved you: Last night Time you laughed: earlier today Time you vomited: yesterday Paycheck: pshh like 2 months ago Time you had sex: July =( TV show you watched: rr/rw challenge Song you listened to: erm come hoem soon Movie you watched: santa who? Dream you had: dunno Time you got drunk: last new years Party you went to: ugh dunno Item of clothing you bought: pink polo and other shirt Person you would sleep with: brian
[Have You Ever Been Called] Bitch: Yes Bastard: yes wtf? Beautiful: Yes Talented: Yes A waste of space: yeah Liar: yea Geek: Probably Nerd: Yes Loser: yeap Peculiar:sure Intelligent: Yes Skinny: Yes Fat: Yes Pretty: Yes Preppy: Yes Goth: Yes Emo: Yes Grunger: No Fiend: yea Innovative: Don't think so. Weirdo: Yes Stupid: Yes Retarded: Yes Annoying: Yes Freak: Yes Brat: Yes Minger: huh Cute: Yes Interesting: yea Boring: I think so. Slut: Yes Whore: Yes Whoreface: haha probably Skank: yes hole: huh? face: No Ugly: Yes Disgusting: I think so. Shithead: lmao Yes Cock: No Tit: I don't know. Twat: yeah
lly Random] Tell us the first thing you'd do with a million dollars:buy a new car Do you consider yourself to be romantic: i can be the best thing somebody has ever said about you: blake said i was perfect the way i was and never wanted to let something like me go..FUCK YOU What do you think of P.E.T.A: hmm What do you think of South Park:yay Is religious fundamentalism a good idea:no cause i dont know waht it is Do you like candles:yes Do you think emo people are idiots:sorta Do you think goths are idiots:well Do you think people who take ridiculously long surveys are idiots:NO THEY ARE BORED Do you believe men and women are truly equal: no Do you read books very much:yes Do people consider you to be a bookworm:kinda Describe your mother:scary but sometimes cool What's one thing you would change about your body:my thighs, boobs and nose Would you kill one child to save the lives of 1000 children: dunno What one thing would a person have to do to deserve death: dunno The most romantic thing somebody's ever done for you: put roses in my mail box Do you use IRC: dwat? Do you use bittorrent:huh What P2P programs do you use:shhhh Have you ever skydived:no List three things you want to do before you die: get married, have kids and have a nice truck The world ends and you can only save three people and yourself. Who would you save:dunno If you could kick anyone's ass, who would it be: hahaha If you could sleep with anyone in the world, who would it be: OOO kenny chesney Are you bored of this survey yet: kinda What is the meaning of life:dunno
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all this snow is stupid. dont get me wrong i love snow. but not this much where i cant leave my house. I want to bake today. I love brian and peanut butter cookies. I want to go bowling. and I want to go shopping. Dumb weather! <3 more later.
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[12 Dec 2004|06:50pm] |
I love being single =/. and fucking everything up. =)
if you dont know me that was crazy sarcasim.
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[07 Dec 2004|10:49pm] |
as bad as it may sound...I would give everything up in my life to be with him forever. he made me realize that tonight. whatever he picks will be the best choice for him. I just have to wait it out.
why cant every love be like sweet home alabama. You end up with the one you knew all along. I guess I am just being sappy. But there is something in my heart that is telling me dont let him go, the boy is scared, give him time.
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I dont like girls. Especially girls who try to mess with my boyfriend. Just because I am not physically with him does not mean i wont find out, he will tell me =) I dont like being a psycho girlfriend but it would help if girls didnt give me a reason to. On a brighter note, I am going to redo my journal layout possibly. If I can get up the energy. I love going to the hospital on the weekeneds when I have the worst headache in the world. =( Gay couples make me smile. silly randomness ( She will be lovedd ) and i am done.
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[05 Dec 2004|03:18pm] |
Current mood: groggy Current music: rascal flatts Current taste: chips and salsa Current hair: brownish red Current clothes: towel..just got outta shower Current annoyance: nothign Current smell: hot water Current thing I should be doing: international relations, us history and reading Current windows open: aol, msn, win mx and music match Current desktop picture: nazi girl scout haha dont ask Current favorite band: nada Current book: or give me death Current cd in stereo: dixie chicks Current crush: blake Current favorite celeb: hmm dont knwo Current hate: nothing at the moment
=Do I= Smoke?: nope Do drugs?: nada Have a dream that keeps coming back?: kinda Remember your first love?: yes Still love him/her?:kinda but i dont want to Read the newspaper?: atleast once a week. Have any gay or lesbian friends?: um no Actually Believe in miracles?: nope Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others?: sometimes Consider love a mistake?: no Like the taste of alcohol?: no Have a favorite candy?: hard candy Believe in astrology?: i am going to take astronomy next semester Believe in magic?: sorta Believe in god?: no Have any pets: tons Go to or plan to go to college: plan to Have any piercings?: 3 ears, 2 elsewhere Have any tattoos?: no Hate yourself: no. Have an obsession?: not really Have a secret crush?: no he knows, everyone knows aha Do they know yet?: see above. Have a best friend(s)?: brittaney Wish on stars?: yes cause i am silly Care about looks?: yes too much
=first times= First crush: dont remember First kiss: johnny Single or attached?: attached Ever been in love?: yes Do you believe in love at first sight?: to an extent Do you believe in "the one?": of course Describe your ideal significant other: if things are fixed he is my ideal
=Juicy stuff= Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: ha piddle <3 Have you ever been intoxicated?: yes Favorite place to be kissed?: dirrrtyy but right behind my ear Have you ever been caught "doing something?": yes Are you a tease?: sorta but i dont mean to Shy to make the first move?: hahah no
=Word association= Rubber: = ducky Rock: hard Green: grass Wet: water Cry: sad Peanut: butter. Hay: horses Cold: snow. Steamy: = shower Fast: food Freaky: friday Rain: drops
--APPEARANCE:-- Hair: light reddish brownish Eyes: bluey green Height: 5'1
--LAST THING YOU:-- Bought: game Ate &Drank: coke chips and salsa Read:or give me death.
-EITHER / OR:-- club or houseparty: houseparty. beer or cider: cider. drinks or shots: drinks cats or dogs: dogs. single or taken: taken pen or pencil: pencil. gloves or mittens: strawberry shortcake gloves food or candy: food cassette or cd: cd coke or pepsi: coke This or that: this
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO: kill: hmm must i say? get really wasted with: no one. be like: myself. avoid: stupid bitches
WHERE DO YOU-- eat: where ever i feel the need cry: in my room. wish you were: with blake
-HAVE YOU EVER...-- Dated one of your best friends? yes Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? =( Drank alcohol? yes Done drugs? yes. Broken the law? yes. Run away from home: nope. Broken a bone: no Played Truth Or Dare? yeah Kissed someone you didn't really know? hah Been in a fight? sorta
--WHAT IS:-- The most embarrassing CD in your collection: dunno Your bedroom like?: country Your favorite thing for breakfast? snacking Your favorite restaurant?: um dunno
--RANDOM QUESTIONS-- What's on your bedside table?:nothing What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: cheese What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: the notebook If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: lipo What is your biggest fear: being alone What feature are you most insecure about?: sides and thighs Do you ever have to beg?: no Are you a pyromaniac?: no
Do you have too many love interests?: no. Crushes? no. Do you know anyone famous?: no. Describe your bed:big, soft and comfy Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous What do you carry with you at all times?: celly How do you drive?: pimpin hehe What do you miss most about being little?: everything Are you happy with your given name?: not really
What color is your bedroom?: gray What was the last song you were playing: shedaisy-come home soon Who are your best friends?: brittaney and kalyn and blake Do you talk a lot?: depends on my mood Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: sometimes Do you think you're cute?: sometimes Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: no. they make me feel guilty. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: i try to be. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: boyfriend
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[01 Dec 2004|09:07pm] |
FIRSTS: 1. First best friend: katy williams hahah thats a funny one... 2. First love: true love...brian thomas 3. First real kiss: johny 4. First screen name: lilmunchkinbabe 5. First pet: shih tzu named missy 6. First car: my big ass truck
LASTS: 1. Last cigarette: never 2. Last kiss: sunday 3. Last good cry: yesterday 4. Last beverage drank: coke 5. Last food consumed: popcorn 6. Last crush: blakeey 7. Last phone call: mom
RELATIONSHIPS: 1. Who is your best friend: um probably brittaney and kalyn 2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: yes
FASHION STUFF: 1. Where are your favorite places to shop: anywhere that i think is cute 2. Favorite item of clothing: ummm jeans
SPECIFICS: 1. Do you do drugs: no 2. What kind of shampoo do you use: brillant brunette and garnier fructis 3. What are you most scared of: being alone, rejected and dark and storms 4. What would you change about yourself: skinnier
FAVORITES: 1. Colors: pink orange and black 2. Foods: mmm bagels and macaroni and cheese 3. Subject in school: espanol and international relations 4. Animals: umm bengal cats 5. Sports:softball 6. Movie:white oleander and elf
HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Given anyone a bath: yea a baby my cousin 2. Smoked: never 3. Made yourself throw-up: yes 4. Skinny dipped: yeah 5. Been in love: yes <3
CURRENT: 1. Clothes: sweats and a pink tank top 2. Music: silence 3. Make-up: nada. 4. IMs: none.
LAST PERSON: 2. Hugged: nice hug was blake 3. IMed: kalyn 4. Last person who slept at your house: hmm probably kyndel 5. Last persons house you slept at: brittaney
RANDOM: 1. In the morning why am i awake? 2. Love is: wonderful and horrible at the same time 3. I dream about:being happy forever PAST/FUTURE: 1. 7 years ago: 4th grade i dressed like a boy 2. 4 years ago: was on the volleyball team 3. 3 years ago: freshman drank a lot very stupid 4. 1 hour ago: shower 5. tomorrow: 3 choir things 6. college: IU East
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[ 1 ] First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Rodal
[ 2 ] Last words you said: unlock the door!
[ 3 ] Last song you sang: whats happin- trick daddy
[ 4 ] Last person you hugged: blake [ 5 ] Last thing you laughed at: the ride in the car with my mom
[ 6 ] Last time you said "I don't fucking remember!": last night
[ 7 ] Last time you cried: yesterday when i left the bank.
[ 8 ] What's in your CD player: um mixes
[ 9 ] What color socks are you wearing: white with pink glitter
[ 10 ] What's under your bed: the floor
[ 11 ] What time did you wake up today: 11:45
[ 12 ] Current taste: hawaiian punch candy cane
[ 13 ] Current hair: greasy
[ 14 ] Current clothes: tinkerbell shirt abby gave me! and levis
[ 15 ] Current annoyance: tv
[ 16 ] Current longing: having a boyfriend again
[ 17 ] Current desktop picture: nazi girl
[ 18 ] Current worry: finding another job
[ 19 ] Current hate: umm stupid people in general
[ 20 ] Current favorite article of clothing: um my argyle bra
[ 21 ] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes and arms
[ 22 ] Last CD that you listened to: rocking horse winner
[ 23 ] Favorite place to be: anywhere with my awesome friends
[ 24 ] Least favorite place: um target!
[ 25 ] Time you wake up in the morning: normally around 6:15
[ 26 ] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: bass guitar or piano
[ 27 ] Favorite color: ehhh white
[ 28 ] Do you believe in an afterlife: not really
[ 29 ] How tall are you: 5-1
[ 30 ] Current favorite word/saying: you'll have that
[ 31 ] Favorite book: the coffin quilt
[ 32 ] Favorite season: Fall [ 33 ] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my real grandpa
[ 34 ] Favorite day: every day that involves fun
[ 35 ] Where do you want to go: Ireland
[ 36 ] What is your career going to be like: Psychiatric RN
[ 37 ] How many kids do you want: depends on how much money we would make but i want 5
[ 38 ] What kind of car will you have: big ass diesel and a ford 500
[ 39 ]Said "I love you" and meant it: to my dadddyyy and mommy
[ 40 ]Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish: cat [ 41 ] Been to New York: never
[ 42 ] Been to Florida: 2001
[ 43 ] San Diego, Cali: never
[ 44 ] Hawaii: never
[ 45 ] Mexico: not yet
[ 46 ] China: never
[ 47 ] Canada: never
[ 48 ] Danced naked: hahawell not really
[ 49 ] Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yes
[ 50 ] Wanted to be the opposite sex: although there are bad things about being a girl i wouldnt give it up
[ 51 ] Had an imaginary friend: no
[ 52 ] Do you have a crush on someone: hehe
[ 53 ] What book are you reading now: the coffin quilt [ 54 ] Worst feeling in the world: Awkwardness and loneliness
[ 55 ] What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning: Fuuuccckkkkk
[ 56 ] How many rings before you answer: whenever i get to it
[ 57 ] Future daughter's name: Raelyn Elaine
[ 58 ] Future son's name: Kegan
[ 59 ] Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: TEDDY
[ 60 ] If you could have any job you wanted: sure
[ 61 ] Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: ambi
[ 62 ] College plans: stay here
[ 63 ]Piercings: ears and 2 more
[ 64 ] Do you do drugs: stupiiiddd
[ 65 ] Who are your best friends: a have a few
[ 66 ] What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: brillant brunette
[ 67 ] What are you most scared of: being alone
[ 68 ] What clothes do you sleep in: panties and tank top
[ 69 ] Who is the last person that called you: blaakee
[ 70 ] Where do you want to get married: graveyard halloween
[ 71 ]If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: umm my weight and nose
[ 72 ] Favorite number: 22
[ 73 ] Been In Love: Yes
[ 74 ] What Type Automobile Do You Drive: 1992 Ford F-150
[ 75 ] Are You Timely Or Always Late: in between
[ 76 ] Do You Have A Job: unemployed =(
[ 77 ] Do You Like Being Around People: depends on who they are [ 78 ] Best feeling in the world: Friendship and being loved
[ 79 ] Are you for world peace: whatever it will never happen
[ 80 ] Are you a health freak: Not at all
[ 81 ] Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: boys who are guarenteed to break my heart
[ 82 ] Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: Yeah
[ 83 ] Are You Lonely Right Now: sorta
[ 84 ] Do You Want To Get Married: of course
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i talked to brian this morning. first time since last friday. I feel soo much better. But we didnt talk long. like 2 seconds. His mom answered and said may i ask who is calling and i told her me and she was like Hey.... how have you been? well she put brian on the phone. I asked him why he wouldnt talk to me. he sounded mad but i dont know. he was like i really cant and dont want to get in that right now. so i think it is his mom he said call me back at like 6 and i said i had to work so i am going to call him at 9 hopefully things work out because i really do love him. i am crossing my fingers all day to hope he talks to me and we get to the way we used to be because i miss being with him so god damn much ok enough of my story i needed to get that out of my head.
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[09 Oct 2004|12:52am] |
Brittaney Lynn Smoker. You have to be the best person in the whole world. She bought me my dooney and bourke purse and brought it to me at school today. Just so I would feel better. My purse has a name and it is Baby. I shall sleep with her tonight. purr. My hopes are really high right now. What if this is just a plan or what if my hopes will come crashing down to nothing. TOmorrow i shall call amy or mama d =) Pamper day! Nails did and tanning bed and eyebrows waxed weee
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So I didnt go to school today. So I shall update this. I want this purse for my birthday! hehe yeah if anyone would buy me this they are stupid but i would love them forever so just give me money toward it =) because i am not saying how much it is. ( expensive tastes )
I wish I just knew. I really hope I get a new job. Hopefully they call me today =) because then I could really afford my pretty purse and wallet from one pay check. I get paid friday! But most likely it wont be for shit cause i kept calling in =(
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[04 Oct 2004|04:59pm] |
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I have no clue. Brian wont talk to me for anything. I tried emailing him yesterday no call no reply. I tried calling him last night, he wouldnt pick up the phone. I tried calling him today at work, the chick said he was busy. I am about to just take all of his shit to him and leave it on his truck. I know we havent been together that long but when we would hang out every night I kept falling deeper and deeper for him. Now that he wont talkt o me I have no clue what I did. To my knowledge I did nothing at all wrong. I just wish I would know what is wrong with him I dont want to lose him but it seems like I am no matter what I try. I am thinking about calling Amy and talking to her but I dont know. Brian told Amy and her mom that I wasnt responding to his phone calls. I talked to him almost every night last week. I give up =(
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[08 Sep 2004|04:12pm] |
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ppssttt. secret time...I have a boyfriend. =) oh yeah my nails are growing out and they look grosss.
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i feel like crawling in my bed and never coming out. i wish guys would like ME not just want me for a piece of ass. Mike is single now so why am I not doing anything about it...because I am emo. I want him to want to be with me. not just because he would feel bad and say yes. I hate being a girl with soo many emotions that are triggered by simple things that have good excuses. I let myself fall so damn hard and then it hurts so bad when something simple doesnt happen. well i am going to el ro...hopefully it will make me feel better and my headache will go away since i have a brain tumor. boys are dumb and i think i am going to make this friends only because people know too much
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